December 2011
29 posts
“It’s funny the image you get back when you HONESTLY look at your own...”
– E.Nicole
In My Solitude...
I am finding great joy & an overwhelming peace in my surrender! I have given birth to a vision that is as clear as the 7:40am sky! 2011 has 5 more days & I’m eager to see what else I will accomplish! 2012 promises to be a fantastic opportunity seizing, wealth abounding year & I plan on collecting ALL my inheritance! Go get your’s!!!! : )
Morning sounds & the...
What's That Willy Nelson Song?
“Know when to fold em.” : / I’m out, & no one wins. Life is too short to spend it in heartache. I choose joy…….buddy.
Spent this weekend with Stringer, Farmer, & McNalty and by far this show has some of the BEST writing I have ever experienced! I wish this show was still on because I would have to be on it!!! : ) #TheWire I feel a bit remedial for...
Eternal Sunshine
A friend asked me a great question the other day. ”If you could delete your memory of someone you loved, would you do it?” I can honestly say in this moment yes, because the memory of that SPECIAL (not just regular ex’s) someone can bring you so much irrational pain & the unknown alone can drive you insane. So much so that I would have any procedure that would reduce,...
Thank You Lord!
“Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. #Grateful ;..))
Ughhhhhhhhhhh.......
LOL random…. Have you ever… Oh no I think I’m gonna punk out of writing what I want to say for the sake of my shyness but not because I think someone will read this but because I am embarrassed to even admit it! :/ What is this!?! I have said some pretty embarassing stuff on here and in spite of everything I have shared my heart and soul but this one thing is a little TOO much...
Well Today...
Well today was action packed from start to finish! It has actually been a REALLY long day! I went to bed Sunday @ around 8:30pm woke up at 10:30pm (couldn’t fall back asleep) & stayed up ALL day with no sign of sleepyness. I think this new combo of Gaba & F-htp in the day & Gaba & Melatonin might be doing the trick (in a healthier way) to make me sleepy, so this entry will be...
WOW Wake Up Call...
Talk about a wake up call. I have had a strained relationship with a family member for several years & for the first 18-20 years of my life never even knew him. Well, I knew he had been sick and family had been asking me to pray for him. This morning I received a msg, from my cousin telling me he might not make it to Christmas although she prayed he did. WOW!!!!!!!!!! I don’t think I...
There is sadness in this moment...
Somebody told me once that the reason men seem to get over relationships so easy is because they just don’t think about them or analyze them as deeply as women. True or False, I have no idea.
The sting of missing someone I love(d) is the most mind consuming thing for me right now. I hate this feeling and wish with ALL my heart I could make it stop!! I feel helpless & silly at the same...
What A Day!!!
Just had an AHA moment about the circle of the day! As I sat in the airport this morning trying to keep my eyes open long enough to get on the plane 1st. I made a playlist of songs that meant something about how I was feeling in that and most moments lately. Well, I have had the most insightful day and what might be the closet thing to that family dinner & good timesy Christmas feeling I may...
Reflecting...
This time last year was truly one of the most difficult seasons I had ever faced. By the grace of God, I made it through that rough time & a year later today, I am boring a plane & heading to shoot a commercial on the other coast! I am overjoyed at the blessing of getting paid to do what I love!!! : ) That being said, there is still some residual sadness in me. It really can be...
The Flying Biscuit
The Flying Biscuit is a Resturant no a food heaven in Atlanta that has been on my mind ever since the 1st time I ate there like a year or so ago! It had the best food I think I have ever experienced all around in a brunch! : ) I gotta go back there! Anyway, I’m hungry for a good brunch and although I adore ME and hanging out with ME the fact of the matter is…I would like to have a...
WOW Soul Sunday!
It is incredible how much insight and downloads from God you are permitted per day when you go before him with the genuine heart! I got a text from a friend today asking if I was sad in church today because I was crying & seemed quiet & still. It made me wonder, (although I know she was genuinely asking because she cares about me, so it came from love) why are you watching me praise?!? You...
The Feeling...
Peaceful, thirsty, more aligned than I have been in some time. Aware & present. Tuned into myself enough to know what I’m feeling and how I got to each emotion. The sweet portable crisp of a juicy peach (if I ate peaches) the butterflies of old loves still able to get you going. The mystery & passion that radiates purely out of love and an energy that keeps us connected.
Wow!!!! I...
This day has been great and this evening was cool. I’m SO happy to be heading home to really let go!!! Let me just say…. I know I’m feeling some sort of way of I of all people forget to put on my seatbelt! Smh
Thought for today. You shouldn’t surround yourself around people who have no regard for your feelings or emotions cuz, you deserve BEST!!! : )
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Is It Just Me??
Is it just me who feels like I get more out of a conversation when I can either see them face to face while we’re talking or when they write something without censoring themselves? Just something I was pondering.
Courting.......
Courting is not a lost art form, I just think too many women have been settling for less and so generationally it’s just getting less and less practiced. At a certain point you just have to put pride aside & do what’s respectable. Equally! Told ya! Watching this dern movie got me thinking about how this love thing works. LOL I’ll try to hold my 2 cents for the duration of the...
I wonder if it love or loving is suppose to make sense to us or if we are just suppose to go with it & the reason we get tripped up is because we try to control something that is shape & formless!?!? Perhaps life is all about a series of relationships with different degrees of love & we are suppose to just BE & stop trying to set up boundaries in the hopes of protecting our hearts...
Being thrown into the ocean means there’s nothing to hold onto. I guess that means I better learn how to swim THIS time!!!
This thought came to me tonight as I was writing. I feel a bit underdeveloped in some areas due to my focus on various other things in life. I believe in taking chances but feel myself starting to back pedal with that thought. I do t like the way I feel because I want...
