My Thoughts

WOW this year has been off to a pretty FANTASTIC start! I am overjoyed to be able to see that as clearly as I do, because there was most def times that I felt like I was stumbling around in the dark all by myself & nobody would do so much as lend me a flashlight. Thank God that was just how I felt & not my reality! God was there the whole time guiding me through & I am grateful for the peace & clarity that came from the collective experiences of my life up to this point! : ))

I have to close my eyes soon as I am actually quite tired! : ) Oh yeah I’ve been on a strong detox program & one of the perks is not having to depend on sleep meds to sleep, it just seemed to work out as soon as I started letting stuff go! Figuratively & Literally!!!

That’s all for now. Peace & Love : )

I am beginning to think that the sadness I feel in knowing the end of a relationship has manifest is considering this comparison. What if God only chose 1 star in the sky to hold onto when there is a whole galaxy of them & most are far brighter than the one I held so tightly.

I forgive you for not being what I want you to be in this life & I surrender you from my thoughts as I DESERVE the best, the God created galaxy has promised me!

I am truly BLESSED!!! Guess what so are you! : ) that’s all for now! #AsYouWere

WOW this trip has been the single most insightful trip home I have ever taken! It feels as though I was watching myself navigate through this episode of my life series. I saw, met, & learned a lot about my family. I healed some very deep and repressed wounds. I laughed harder than I have in years, & I although no tears have fallen I cried tears of joy & even some sympathy for other’s around me. Most of all I learned more about me! I noticed merely by talking out-loud some things about my past that due to lack of hearing it, I totally forgot about!!! 3rd grade was a pretty powerful year for me!

I just left my aunt & uncle’s house where we just sat and talked for hours and watched movies & cupcake wars & they kept speaking this writing thing over my life & they have no idea how much that resonates with me because they also have no idea that I’ve been doing it in some capacity!

I thank God for bringing me back home & showing me the blessing of family & for breaking down the legacy of secrecy that has weighed so heavy on my mind for so long in mine. Peace has washed over me!!! : )

I have a fresh perspective on what’s to come & a faith that provides the joy to do better everyday!

I had a fantastic audition & callback ; ) today so this trip was not only pleasure! I had a divine brunch with 2 of my closest girlfriends & overall a great day! I am going to bed now, & I am looking even more forward to the greatness that is sure to come in this day ahead!!! : ) Hopefully I can see everyone I’m trying to & I can pick up that good ole banana pudding made by my sister in law!!! That is going home with me!!! : )))

Goodnight/Good morning www! : )

I’m deeply in love with an adjective called TRUTH! Somehow the passion surrounding it is only available for expression through music & that is the essence of where my heart lies now & forever. If there is ever a key to unlock & transport this reality, it will be long after it’s natural beat has ceased.

I am grateful for the blessing of great friends that are as close as family when needed! I am grateful for the truth that is always there even when most try to smother it with isolation or deceit  or simply by withholding ALL the facts. I am grateful for the cupcakes I had today & for the level of customer care I was offered all day! I am grateful for being on the 2nd to last episode of The Wire & knowing that this show has raised the bar as far as “STANDARD” in my stakes as far as my acting profession & for the discernment to see how it did so! I am grateful to the work that is headed my way both musically & theatrically  because they are the core of who I am & one of the most genuine means of expression through which I am able to share. I am grateful for learning early from my Granny “you always buy everyday things when they are on sale, no matter what” cuz I have went through about every box of tissue in this house except 1. However, I am feeling better than I have in a few days although, to be safe I’m probably gonna continue to be on vocal rest until I feel 100! 

I am pleased  that I am sleepy & shall retire shortly for the evening! I am also overjoyed for the abundance of peace that is saturating my spirit as I type these words & share what is on my heart in #MyRightNow!

Goodnight www! : ))